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happy_dsign ([personal profile] happy_dsign) wrote2012-08-28 08:12 pm
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[For Wilke] Communication is important

Daphne wasn't specifically looking for Wilke, but he'd been on her mind in the last few days, and not in a good way, or at least not in the way she'd prefer to have him on her mind. The awkwardness between them wasn't just going to go away on its own, she knew. It was time for them to have a serious conversation, as much as those sucked to have.

When she spotted him on the beach, she decided there was no time like the present--although she did allow herself a few minutes to psyche herself up and to watch him as he moved, playing lacrosse with the waves. She smiled, her eyes running appreciatively over his body, then squared her shoulders and moved purposefully across the beach. "Wilke!"
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[personal profile] more_than_that 2012-08-29 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
Wilke spun the stick in his hands, keeping the ball nestled in the netting as he turned around, smiling as she approached. He put the stick down and signed a hello. "What brings you out to the beach?"
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[personal profile] more_than_that 2012-08-29 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
The smile her first comment put on his face, fled just as quickly as hers did and a pit formed in his stomach like he'd swallowed a lead balloon. "I don't think any good conversation has started that way."

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[personal profile] more_than_that 2012-08-29 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
The lead balloon was growing by the second and he was starting to wonder if he'd look pregnant soon. "All right."

He grabbed his bag and stick, carrying them both over as they walked to the spot she indicated and sat. "What's on your mind?"
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[personal profile] more_than_that 2012-08-29 12:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Not as bad as he feared. Not the news that she'd...yeah, he really didn't want to go anywhere near that thought.

Still, it wasn't a conversation he really wanted to have, either.

"Okay," he said, because he didn't know what else to say.
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[personal profile] more_than_that 2012-08-30 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
Wilke let the loaded question sit for a moment, mulling over how to say it. The problem was, there wasn't an easy way to articulate the proclamation he'd been given. "I guess I'm still a little stunned by it all, Daphne."
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[personal profile] more_than_that 2012-08-30 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
Luckily, they'd spent so much time together that he understood the signs as much as the speech and it had become natural to sign and speak back. "I don't know what to do either. It's like anything I say makes me sound like a complete dick, but I thought we were getting closer, then you tell me you want to date another guy. It was kind of a kick to the gut. So, I dunno, Daph. Is it going the way you wanted it, seeing the other guy, too?"
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[personal profile] more_than_that 2012-08-30 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
"Well, thats...," Wilke trailed off because he didn't know what it was. He had no experience with anything like this. "I don't know what it is, to be honest." One hand came up and ran through his hair as he searched for words.

"I mean, put yourself in my place for a second? After the night we had...can you honestly tell me that if I'd come to you and said there was a girl I really liked and wanted to take out, that you'd have just smiled and said 'sure, go for it, have fun'?"
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[personal profile] more_than_that 2012-08-30 01:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Wilke heard the tears in her voice, saw them in her eyes and felt worse, something he hadn't thought possible just a few minutes ago. "Yeah, you did tell me that. And you were straight up about your decisions, I'm not faulting you for that. I guess I'm just pissed at myself for drawing wrong conclusions, for assuming that our getting closer meant you'd had a change of heart about the serious thing. I was wrong, and that's on me for not making sure. And, yeah, my ego took a pretty big hit...that's not the easiest thing to just set aside."
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[personal profile] more_than_that 2012-09-04 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Watching her struggle with this, a girl he knew tackled everything head on and never broke for anything much less asked for help, felt like someone was shoving a steel bar through his chest. Every tear she wiped from her cheek just twisted that bar a little deeper.

Wilke reached over and cupped her cheek in his hand. "I don't know, Daphne. I wish I did. You obviously feel something strong for Kon; if you didn't, you'd have told him you were seeing someone when he asked you out and that would have been that. I think you need to make sure of just what it is you feel for him before you do anything else. I'll...I'll try to be better about understanding it all in the meantime."
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[personal profile] more_than_that 2012-09-05 04:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Wilke brushed his thumb over her cheek. "You're important to me, too, Daph. Have been for a long time."

That, more than the boredom, was the hardest part about coming here. He'd taken a six month jump backwards on this particularly crappy emotional roller coaster.Here he thought the worst moment would have been Joey's, or when she'd shot him the big puppy eyes about Emmett's fund raising shit.

But that was different. He wasn't about to hold this Daphne accountable for shit she hadn't done yet. Christ, it all gave him a headache.
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[personal profile] more_than_that 2012-09-09 02:10 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm trying, Daphne," Wilke said with as much of a smile as he could manage, "guess I've just got to try harder."

And in the spirit of trying harder, he asked a question that had pretty much been lodged in his throat since this whole thing began. "So. How is it going with him?"
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[personal profile] more_than_that 2012-09-10 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
Wilke had no idea how that made him feel. He'd spent two months of this walking on eggshells with Daphne and the prick was...what? Waiting for an engraved invitation? If he thought there was a way he could talk to the dick without using his face as a punching bag, he'd be seeking the guy out to ask what, exactly, his fucking deal was.

"Oh," he laughed, a little hollowly. "I'm sorry just doesn't seem like the right thing to say, or it doesn't feel right anyway. I guess I don't understand it. Why ask if he's not going to act on it or anything?"
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[personal profile] more_than_that 2012-09-10 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
Wilke didn't agree with that so much, since all of this affected him, too, but that was just retracing the past and he wasn't a real fan of going in circles.

Still, he couldn't keep from tracing his finger down her cheek. "I want that, too."
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[personal profile] more_than_that 2012-09-10 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
Wilke wanted to say yes, wanted to say it and mean it. At the same time, he didn't want to lie to her, either. He was still ego-shaken from losing out to the possibility of another guy...again. "I think so," he said instead. "Unless you find what you're looking for with him."
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[personal profile] more_than_that 2012-09-10 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
"As much as we can on a beach," Wilke said after a long moment's silence, during which he called himself several choice names, none of them very flattering. Then he opened his arms to her.