"No." Kate signs that before she takes another sip of coffee. This may be a three-cup conversation before they're done. "You're talking to a chick who learned she had a baby with her best friend and boss's husband in one world and marries a dude she's never even met in another."

It's all nonchalant, like Kate couldn't give a fuck, and mostly by now, she doesn't. She's been closing up the gap between her and Declan again, slowly, trying to get okay with it. At least that's what she tells herself.

"Crazy is thinking you've got it all figured out. Just because I'm over it doesn't mean my head didn't spin like Linda Blair in the Exorcist."